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For some reason, I’m still surprised when the skills I learn in school turn out to be skills I can actually use in the real world. I’ve been at my summer internship for a few days, and while I’m not going to tell you exactly where it is, I can tell you that it is a small design studio that does a lot of work on magazines and websites. Anyway, for the past 2 days, I was working on a logo design, and it was still so odd that I’m being paid (not much, but still) to do the things that I’ve been practicing and doing for fun for the last six years. However, no matter how big or small the client is, I always find myself doubting my own skill and being convinced my work is a complete mess until I hear that they are happy with it, or at least happy with the direction it is going.

Anyway, back to the logo I was working on – after I had a fair amount of concepts, I met with my boss and another designer in the studio to go over it. It felt just like I was back at a RISD critique, with the things we talked about and the suggestions they gave. I guess that could also be partially because the other designer I was talking to graduated from RISD just a few years ago and in fact did many of the same projects I just finished last semester (though his work was much better than mine is), but it was still surreal to be having a crit in the middle of New York City with “real” designers for a fairly large client.

When I’m working for a client as big as this one, it comes with a lot of pressure to do a good job. One of my weaknesses as a designer, which I know I need to work on, is to not be happy with the first decent design I come up with, and instead to push myself to make it great. It can be frustrating when you think you’ve come up with a successful solution, but a couple more painful hours tweaking it and pushing it into a new direction can be the difference between competent and brilliant.

I try not to show it too much, but a lot of the time I just completely lose faith in myself as a designer. There is so much good design out there that it just becomes overwhelming. I know that I can never be the best, but why can’t I make my work look as good as all the people I admire? It can be kind of scary actually – if I can’t even get this logo looking decent, what hope is there that I will ever get a real job? I suppose this is something everyone must feel at some point in their respective fields. There is just so much out there to learn, and the graphic design field is so incredibly competitive that it’s scary to think that soon I’ll have to make my own way through it, and just hope that I’ve gathered enough skills and knowledge to be qualified for the kind of job I want to get.

I guess the only thing left to do now is to keep on going, to try to learn as much as I can without realizing just how much I will never learn at all. I’d love to hear your thoughts on the matter either as a comment here or on Twitter. I may do a follow-up to this blog soon, so get commenting so I have something to actually respond to. And thank you so much for reading my rambling thoughts even when I’m not just showing you artwork.

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Round-up of Week 1 at RISD

September 21, 2009

I’ve concluded with certainty that this semester at RISD is going to be very expensive. And busy. Don’t forget busy.

I’m starting my 3rd year here, and I’m taking 3 studio classes and 1 liberal arts class. The required studios for graphic design majors are Making Meaning (which meets twice a week) and Color, and I’m also in a photography elective called Intro to Photo for Non-Majors. The liberal arts class is called Philosophy of Religion.

First up, last Wednesday, was Intro to Photo, which is all about analog photography and learning to use the darkroom. The first class was kind of overwhelming, because there’s so much to learn, and my teacher didn’t exactly tell us everything in order. Also, I’ve never done photography so manually, where I need to keept track of the light meter, F stop, aperature, etc.

I had a bit of a fail when it came time to do the homework as well. I took the required 2 rolls of film with no problems (though I have no idea if they’re going to end up being completely blurry or washed out or whatever), so I thought processing the film wouldn’t be very hard either. I mean, I had the handout with the order all the chemicals need to go in, and I’ve got my shiny new funnels and thermometer. But no. When I went into the tiny completely dark room to move the film from the film canister onto the reels that the chemicals are dumped on, I tried for 30 minutes to crack the top off the canister and could not get it off. So now my film is trapped inside a impenetrable cylinder of plastic and metal, so close and yet so far away. Keep track of my Twitter if you want to know how this saga is going to end, because I’m sure I’ll continue to post my annoyances there.

Thursday brought a class I was very glad to see, Making Meaning, which I was mostly looking foward to because it meant the computer was relevant again. We started with a series of lectures by all the different section professors who are teaching Making Meaning, and some of them were absolutely brilliant. They spoke about how images and ideas can stand for other images and ideas, and how the world is really a big mess of symbolism if you just know how to think. Also, one of the teachers had a very entertaining talk in which he discussed what a broom could represent, and he “flew” around the stage on Harry Potter’s flying broom and joked about picking up Emma Watson. My professor for the class is an adorable Polish guy who has a very strong accent and a non-completely-complete grasp of the English language, and whose posters he showed us at the beginning of class were abolutely beautiful.

The assignment he have us wasn’t quite as beautiful, however. I’m not exactly sure where he’s going with it, since right how we’re not designing anything, just using words. Basically, we had to come up with a list of 5 people, 5 places, and 5 things, and then for each of the 15, write 5 words that could represent it, going in a progression from most specific to most abstract. For example, one of mine is Coffeehouse > Mugs of Foreign Coffee > Comfy Couches > Books of Poetry > Pastries > Conversation. After that, we need to write a short story using all five people, places, and things. I don’t know if I’m doing it exactly right, but I guess we’ll find out tomorrow afternoon.

Today was the first Color class. I’ve been looking foward to this all summer because I honestly don’t know much about color. When I need a color palette, I often just steal one from the internet instead of figuring out how to make it myself. However, I wasn’t expecting having to buy quite so many materials. The first thing our professor said after taking attendance was that she was handing out the supply list and we should go buy everything before coming back in half an hour. About half the stuff was basic things like rulers and tape, but I had to purchase a lot of gouache (basically expensive, opaque watercolors), some special brushes, a porcelein dish to mix paints in, an 11″x14″ sketchpad, and an 11″x14″ Bristol pad. Luckily, I’ve done a few commissions lately that will help to pay for it all so I don’t feel so bad about spending so much of my parents’ money.

Once we got back to class, we spent the next 3 hours painting color swatches that would represent words like life, love, peace, etc. It wasn’t very exciting, but it was useful to get used to using gouache again, since I haven’t used it regularly in about 2.5 years. I really couldn’t stop myself from thinking the whole time though, “This woule be so much less expensive and so much more precise in Photoshop.” I know there are some skills you really do need to learn off the computer, and mixing colors is probably one of them, but still.

So that’s been a summary of my first week. I didn’t write about my Liberal Arts class since all we’ve done so far is one reading and buy some textbooks. But I’m excited to learn about religion since right now it just doesn’t make any sense to me, at all. Hopefully by the end of the semester I’ll at least understand it, even though I doubt my athiest beliefs are going to change ;)

Overall I think I’ll learn a lot this semester, even though I’m going to be incredibly busy. Doing 4 studio days is a lot of work, but add on a liberal arts class and everything I do online, and there’s basically no free time unless I sacrifice sleeping or eating. Sometimes it’s a bit overwhelming, when I think about all the videos and fun graphic design projects I would do if I didn’t have homework, and then I remember all the homework I do have and how little time there is in the day. But I think it’ll all work out ok, although if you see me tweeting about how stressed I am, now you know why.

If you’ve managed to read this far, I commend you, and I would offer you a cookie if the nature of the internet didn’t prevent such things. Let me know if you have any questions, and I’ll probably be posting some new work (both homework and other stuff) onto here soon.

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New post? What?

September 15, 2009

Um, hey guys. Remember this? I’m really sorry I haven’t posted in a month. It’s just that I’ve been in the middle of several large projects that won’t be ready for a while, and all the stuff that’s short-term is secret for now. However, since classes are starting again, I’ll be much more prolific in the next few months, so hopefully more posts will be coming soon. Anyway, I just wanted to let you guys know that I updated my website with the work I did at my charity: water internship. So, if you want to take a look, go to:
http://karenkavett.com/other.html
http://karenkavett.com/identity.html

Enjoy!

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New Layout!

August 1, 2009

Sorry for the lack of updates here, but I’ve been really busy getting my Etsy store together and finishing the new layout on my site. Eventually I may make a more detailed post talking about the different decisions that went into it, but for now, just enjoy :)

The new karenkavett.com!

And don’t forget to check out my Etsy shop!

If anything on the site doesn’t work for you, please leave a comment!

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I haven’t told anyone about this yet, but I am working on redesigning my website. It’s coming along really well, so I thought I’d give you guys a little sneak peak. It’s still similar to what is up now, but cleaner and just better designed. I’m not going to show the whole layout until it goes live, but here’s a sneak peak: CLICK HERE.

(The colors didn’t save quite right but I don’t feel like messing with them now.)

Also, expect a post within the next few days talking about all the past layouts that have been on the site!

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